Let go of the past and move towards the future.

Think positively, face it bravely.

2011-07-21T08:13:00.000-07:00

Its been kind of long time since i last updated this little blog of mine, its so dead, isnt it ? Exams are coming in like 4 weeks, time passes so quickly. Today, im truly truly upset, truly hope that my life was better, truly hope that it was just a dream... But i know it isnt a dream, its reality. Sometimes the strongest person on earth have their weaker side, its just base on how you realize it and how they show it. Life can be pretty amazing if you face it positively but however, people tend to be more negative when it comes to love. Love is such a strong word, you cant say it when you really dont mean it. In our life, we choose the path we lead, we choose the place we wanna go, we choose everything. Life is like a difficult game, you have to walk through many obstacles before you're able to reach the destination, but i believe as long as there is perseverance, anything is possible. But, today my heart shattered, perseverance doesnt mean anything to me anymore, for now, i hope i will get you out of my mind and focus on studies nowww, I'II erase you, 8 months 4 days.

If letting you makes me feel better, i will do it.

2011-06-17T09:00:00.001-07:00

Holidays are coming to an end really soon. How i wish holidays could be longer , so much homework and ive yet to complete all ! worried :( A new term is just like a new beginning for me, i hope next term will be better for everyone. Today is the 7th month of me loving him, i feel like giving up because its so tough but i know no matter how hard i try, i wont be able to let him go....

You're my wish.

2011-06-12T08:44:00.000-07:00

Wow, helloooo, time is passing very quickly isnt it? I dont quite enjoy my holidays because i didnt went out with friends except for meeting up with them to get our project done, so disappointing right. I'm going to be alone at home w my maid from tomorrow till thursday, everyone is going overseas while i cant because of those irritating projects, holidays always doesnt seem like one because of homework, how pathetic. One month of holiday seriously isnt enough, maybe 2 mths is not enough either. Maybe the teachers should put themselves into our shoes! I really dont like group work :( , i rather do individual work ! My birthday is arriving in less than a month, im not very excited though, gonna be older, sad case! Yesterday was the best day of the month for now, hehehehe not gonna say why but i love yesterday, 11 june <3 muacks&goodnight (:

Another month, another beginning.

2011-06-01T08:46:00.001-07:00

Its another new month, hope this month is gonna be a better month huh ! People say, STRESSED when you read it from the opposite side it means DESSERTS, does it mean that stressed can be replaced by desserts and can be eaten ? Amazing isnt it , so ive decided to try this method and try to look things on the positive side so life is gonna be pretty amazing. Life is full of problems, im sure everyone agrees on this, maybe nowadays many teenagers are facing love problems and studies as well, i guess its the top 2 most popular topics right now. Who doesnt want a perfect life? Who doesnt want to lead a life without problems? everyone wants ! Ok, getting back to today's topic, past few days, im sick, now i am still sick. Fever, cough, arent all these problems? hehe, ive started on my holiday homework since staying home is so boringggg. How's the holiday going on for everyone? Ive yet to plan for this holiday, ive to start working out and go out for a shopping spreeeeee, woohoo, thats what life is all about (: SO we should push all the unhappy stuff aside and face the happier ones, dont worry be happy . Ok, goodnighttttt^^

You mean so much to me.

2011-05-23T07:08:00.000-07:00

It takes a few days to fall in love with someone, but it takes like forever to forget someone. Today, im going to share with readers about my opinion towards love. LOVE is a powerful word, it is absolutely different from the word LIKE. My love line is just like a straight line, --------------------- boring & meaningless, till i met someone who changed my life, though i knew this person since p5 but i was not that close to him till maybe last year? 6 months and 6 days ago, he moved into my heart, till today, he still lives in it, he gave me the courage though he hurt me. I will never ever forget knowing someone like him because i love you _________.

If you're happy, im satisfied.

2011-05-15T07:32:00.000-07:00

i was in a daze today and i realized i was actually thinking of you. Your birthday is arriving in 5 days, i drew your favourite cartoon character and i hope its nice enough to make you satisfied :) I put in lots of effort hoping that you will like it and im still thinking if i should buy you something else. Loving you, caring for you is all i can do. Do you know its okay to hurt me, because if i get hurt, it shows how much you mean to me & how much i care about you. On the outside, we're good friends but in my heart, you hold the key to my heart, no one can ever replace how important you are. I just want to make every way possible to keep you cheerful and happy, even if one day you tell me you dont need me anymore, i will still stay at this spot to wait for you, loving you is a bliss, it makes me sad and happy as well. Tomorrow there's listening compre, boringggg, checking of mt scripts after that, super nervous, all the best to people getting back their scripts<3 goodnight.

I'II be your guardian angel.

2011-05-13T22:10:00.000-07:00

i'm back :) exam is finally over and its such a relieve to me. I guess i did badly for some paper and im also sure that i did well for some paper. June holidays are arriving really soon ! cant wait for it , getting back results from next friday onwards and i hope its not gonna be a dissapointment to me. Boy, i cant forget you, i really cant, ive decided to carry on loving you because i know no matter what i do , my love for you will still be kept in my heart, even i know we are not possible, being your guardian angel is enough, to you , i might just be a good friend but that means more than enough for me, whatever you've said to me will be kept in my mind, i hope you will stop being upset and move on with your life, someday i hope you will realize how much you mean to me. At this point of time, if anyone is in the same situation as me, please dont be too upset, one day things will turn out better for you and for me. Everyone wants a life that they wanna lead but how is that possible? How i wish i knew every answer to my many unsolved questions. I cant be strong any longer, i need someone who really know how in feel to be there for me and know exactly how much he meant to me. There were a few times when i really want to cry infront of my friends but i chose to hold back my tears. I might be a burden, so i chose not to let my tears drip down. Talking about this, i feel that im such a weak person who needs to rely on someone , how i wish i didnt need anyone to worry for me, how great would that be? I pray everything will turn out to be better and i wish that he will be happier and move on with life.

Its just the beginning.

2011-04-29T10:27:00.000-07:00

Exam has started, many things have changed for the past few weeks. The sitting arrangement in class was a big change, now everyone girl has to sit with a boy, it isnt a big deal right but i miss my old sitting arrangement where i had all my girlfriends sitting close to me. Did my mt paper yesterday, i think i screwed it up and its the first time in life when i almost did not have sufficient time to complete my paper 2, i hope i did well, i can only wish for the best now. English paper was kinda different from the usual ones, idk why either. There are a few more papers to go and i have another one week to study and get prepared for the next paper which is on the next friday, 6th may, how lucky am i. hehehe. There is no school on monday ! LABOUR DAY, hehe happy me. Well, but still, there are things which are bothering me these few days, i hope it wont affect me too much. Love means everything to me and i guess in my heart, he still holds an important role because till today, i still cant forget the memories he brought to me and that i still cannot accept the fact that he has a girlfriend. But, loving someone is to show that you respect him / her, so i chose to respect and give him my sincere blessing. I feel lucky because among the guys i once loved, he's the one who never falied to place me as a friend in his heart and treat me like a friend, i think that is good enough :) He wished me the best of luck for my exams and just that one short sentence, it motivates me to work even harder :) I guess loving him and knowing him is a bliss. <3

Life is tough.

2011-04-15T04:36:00.001-07:00

woohoooo, im finally updating this little bloggy of mine. I hate lifeee, my face is swollen, its been about a week ? im still on medication and i hope it recovers really soon, im strong, gotta move on. Mid year starts on the 28th april, dieeeeee its already 15th april nowwww. Im still missing you , i cant get you outta my mind, what am i suppose to do. I need to stop being lazy and start studying, maths test result was indeed a disappointed, didnt expect myself to score such marks. im gonna work harderrrrrr! OK, I NEEEDA STOP WHININGGGGGG. I wont be updating this blog everyday single day , so bear w it readers !

I cant forget you.

2011-04-04T07:12:00.000-07:00

School was fine today. Did my english presentation and i think i screwed it up , ohnoooooo. :/ I think i screwed maths test as well, hopefully i will do well and not disappoint myself. Nothing's been going well for me, im getting more stressed up. i dont know what can i do to relax myself and not get so tensed up. i hate life a lot, i think my life damn epic. I just cant forget you , dammittttttttt :( Its tough,its really tough, why cant i forget you ! I need time alone, everything is just giving me pressure. Can i borrow someone's shoulder to lie on , plzzzzzz :<

Happy Birthday Jesse :)

2011-04-02T08:49:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday JESSE ! Okay so today was boring, met up to finish english project and had tuition after that, maths test on monday, tomorrow im so gonna rush through all my homework , night time went to visit grandma @ uncle's house and went to eat late dinner @ feifei wanton noodle and family went to eat durain after that, HAHAHA. do i seem much cheerful right now? i guess so :) i wantttt a new school bag, i kinda dislike my school bag now but i doubt my parents will allow me to get a new one cause i have so many bags! Idk if i should delete this bloggy, no one seems to be reading it anymore . sigh , maybe i shouldnt if not idk where else can i vent my anger and share my happy and sad moments :) Alright, i shall end here, goodnight,

Here comes April.

2011-04-01T07:10:00.001-07:00

April has finally arrived, its another new month. I have decided to bury all the past and sad moments ive been through. Hopefully April is gonna be a more exciting and meaningful month. Today is April Fools Day, some people played prank on me and i got an extreme shock. More and more test coming up, need more time to get prepared for mid-year exams. English lesson today was fun, we were suppose to do an advertisment board and present it next monday, kinda scared though. But its better than the normal lessons :) There's tuition early in the morning tomorrow and im so exhuasted luh, more and more homeworks given by tachers, it tires me out. I cried in school yesterday, cause of you ... My bunch of girlfriends just cheered me up with all they could. I wanna forget you, you suck :( GET LOSTTTTTT

I'm tired.

2011-03-25T07:19:00.000-07:00

Wassapp. Sports day was still horrible as usual. Had to be at Bishan Stadium at 7.15, actually had duty after that when we reached there , mr farhan say duty will be later on, wth then reach there so early for nothing. Met Esther & Peiyi @ paya lebar mrt at 6.30 . I have to say that bishan stadium is better than bedok stadium but the planning of events are still the same. Dunman was really great, they won most of the events (Y) Ngee ann did their best too. Time passed super slowly, but at last its finally 12.30 and off we go. After that, sharlyn had to go somewhere with her friends so me chermaine, peiyi and esther went to junction 8 for lunch @ mos burger, drank gong cha , i love it (: Had dental @ 3, rushed down immeidately but wanted to catch Big mommas, had always been wanting to watch, hope can catch it soon ! I somehow feel like changing to Blackberry bold 6 the white one, i doubt my parents will allow, probably next time when a new model comes out that i like and i will go and get it (: Alright, its finally friday, the weekends are here ! FINALLY. I've decided to be happy and forget all those unhappy moments ! I mustttttt, i know i can do it, hope my friends will give me their support. Btw, get well soon Jinyi sweetheart <3

Just wanna be a happy girl.

2011-03-24T00:12:00.001-07:00

There's no school today because its founder's day ! Tomorrow got sports day siann ttm, got duty and need to report to bishan stadium @ 7.15 , wth right seriously. Oh well, march is gonna come to an end soon , time passed so quickly, amazing. My mood isnt that good for the past few days. I find myself starting to hate you, you're not at fault, its my fault for falling in love with you, now that you have her , i guess i will hate you more, im not hating you out of jealousy, im hating you because you made me felt so miserable & upset for the first time in my life. For now, you must be feeling its okay to hurt me and its okay not to spare a thought for me, but let me tell you, sorry, im not that noble after all. Since now everything happened, you cant turn back time anymore. I cant blame you anw, i just hope your life will be happy and may god be with you always. Maybe im being unreasonable for saying all this but im just sharing my thought, ive got to overcome this right now, im really tired and really upset.

I cant hold back my tears.

2011-03-21T06:06:00.000-07:00

I cant hold back my tears any longer. I really cannot describe how i am feeling right now. It really sucks to be sad. I wanna be happy but i cant seem to do so. I really really dont wanna hate you, but evey move you are making now makes me hate you. I cant blame you because it isnt your fault. You have the right to pursue something you want. Maybe i am being childish for saying all this but my love for you cant just end like that. I decided to let go, nothing can change my mind. i will try my best to forget you. I wont be able to face you anymore. I just wanna be left alone, it hurts.

Dont hurt me

2011-03-20T05:20:00.000-07:00

I dont wanna be sad , but i cant . When i saw your profile picture, it immediately hurt me. At the start of this , i promise myself that you wont hurt me , you will always spare a thought for me but it wasn't what i wanted. Since you already have her & she's the right one for you , i guess i should not carry on with this anymore. It is never gonna hurt you, but it has already hurt me. I cried a several times for you, i kept telling myself im fine, am i really okay? You're not that good after all, because someone who is truly good never makes me upset. I cant expect you to be perfect because im not perfect either. Maybe i should give up on love and just concentrate on my studies. I cant believe im upset and i can still talk to you like nothing happened, what a joke. I guess i just have to leave u alone, get out from your life and move on without you. No matter what, all the best to you. Bye 4 months 3 days.

BTW HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO PEARLYN HUSBAND & STACEY <3

I love you.

2011-03-13T08:18:00.000-07:00

Tsunami hits japan on friday, so many people died ! I pray for japan, hope everything will be fine soon and how i wish this tsunami never happened :( Okay, so the main topic for today isn't only that. I guess i should stop this wishful thinking of mine, i should face the fact and not running away from it. The fact is you are already attached, so what more can i even do right now ? Dont you know im trying really hard to forget you but i cant. I just want to be happy but why cant i , you are happy i'm not , but it doesn't matter anymore, to me , if you're happy thats enough. Maybe you dont know how much i am doing for you, trying to cheer you up when you are feeling down, giving you my blessing when i actually cant bear to do it. In your eyes, im just a friend, A FRIEND. I've never been someone more than just a friend. yes, its the fact she's prettier, but doesn't mean u can just dont even bother to think about how i feel. Its okay , i know i have to get over you. 4 more days and its the 4th month im loving you. Why do i even bother to remember, thats because i care, but its of no use anymore. Everytime i see you online, i just cant resist the temptation of talking to you again and again. Why issit so difficult to get u out of my mind ! Alright, i should just stop all these nonsense but besides here, i guess i cant vent my anger elsewhere. I've got to stay strong, i need to. Its sucha wordy post, Bye.

Get over it.

2011-03-11T06:07:00.000-08:00

I've a good news as well as a bad news. The good news is that the March holiday has finally started ! The bad news is that i failed one subject, combine humanities, just a little bit more & i can pass but that teacher just wont give me that few marks, hate her. Today school ended at 10.30 (: After that headed to tampines mall with chermaine, peiyi, kangyi, renguo, clement, qi xuan, brian lim, & john to watch I AM NUMBER FOUR , its an awesome show , like it a lot. HAHA. Ok , now i need to start whining about worrying about my homework, so much homework ! i cant persevere anymore :( I need to plan how am i gonna spent my holidays ^^. I am upset too, he is really upset w his results, tried cheering him up , i hope he feels better now. 1 week is gonna pass really quickly i guess, i hope it doesnt end so quickly ! i wanna playyyyyyyy (: Okay, i wanna watch more movies ! So long never watch movies alrdy, should catch up yeah. Ok im tired, im off, goodnight people. Enjoy holidays (:

No matter how hard i tired, i still cant succeed.

2011-03-06T05:50:00.000-08:00

Weekends always end so quickly, ive yet to enjoy it and its gonna be over. I dont know why, im so unsatisfied with whatever im doing. There are so many things which i'm confused about. I ask myself, if i didnt come to nass what would my life be like ? Quite different i guess. Tomorrow getting back my social studies paper, prepared to fail alrdy lah, no need say. If i pass, its a miracle lorrrrrrr. Can march holidays arrive quickly ! i cant waittt to sleep late at night and wake up late in the morning ^^. I wanna buy clothes ! Shopping spreeeeeeeeeeeee , i like (Y) Today was a really bored day, i rot at home doing nothing but just using com, watching tv & eating . HAHAHA. ok, im off, damn tired :(

I'm so disappointed

2011-03-04T07:47:00.000-08:00

Really very disappointed with myself. Common test results turned out to be an epic failure. I did badly for most of the subjects, hopefully my overall marks in the report book will help me a little. Poa and eng were the most disappointing ones. March holidays are arriving, i guess for that one week holiday im gonna just relax & enjoy myself as well as working hard for mid-year at the same time. Mid year will soon arrive without anyone noticing, sec 3 cant be a joke any longer, gotta buck up and get serious with work now. I hate school, it makes me so tired & now im suffering from cough :( Issit gonna be a bad weekend. Anw, really happy that another week has passed. Life is pretty boring, nothing new, nothing special. I really hope i wont retain in sec 3 , im starting to get rather worried about my results. On wednesday, went shopping at town with sist, second bro, mum, auntie and cousin. Got my shirts (: I'm happy ! I wanna go shopping with my dearest girlfriends soon, oops just realized that i haven't starting saving money. HAHA, still got one week more to go, i can do it. Confidence means everything to me. I just felt like saying i love my family, thanks for all the support you all have given me and i will cherish it (: Its 11.56 right now, should i go to sleep or should i continue surfing the net. Boredom kills me ! My phone is always so quiet , no msges, no calls, especially from you. Have not been hearing any news about you recently, hope you're doing well. I'm gonna do better for mid-year , i must i must i must. :( Can i ? Alright, actions speaks louder than words, i guess i have to prove it. I've to move on with life and get over the past & move on towards my future. Goodnight everyone & all the best to people who have the same goal as me :) .

Common test = killing me

2011-02-25T03:34:00.001-08:00

Ohmygosh, i think i did damn badly for a few subjects. Well glad to say 3 more papers to go & its done man (: If i dont do well then just work harder for the next round, thats all i can do right ? What's done cant be undone anymore. I finally put braces ! It hurts now :( I bet im gonna have porridge for my 3 meals everyday nowww. I wonder when is the next time we are gonna talk to one another again, maybe we're really not fated laaaaa. sigh, will blog again after common test ! tuition & self study here i comeeeeee :D

To you it doesnt matter, but to me it matters.

2011-02-11T22:39:00.001-08:00

Wong's birthday is arivving in a few more days. Ive been so busy preparing her birthday celebration , hope she's gonna like it. Today after school , er ge came and fetch me to the dentist, ive put the seperator , and good news is that i do not need to extract any of my teeth . i felt relieved (: Probably the next visit im able to put braces already ^^. I know its gonna be pain but im willing to tolerate it till the end because he gave me the motivation to do so. (: Even though its just been a few days since i last talked to him , but im very satisfied already (: Thanks god for letting me fallen in love w him because to me he is always the best. Someone asked me, can your love last for him for 5 years ? i said yes if nothing happens. He told me he completed his chinese paper ! i feel so happy and glad for him , hope he pass & stays on happy always. Valentine's day is next monday ! i want his present :( but i know he wont ever give me, so i shall stop this wishful thinking of mine, have a good weekend, *wink* byeeeeeee

I'll never let you go.

2011-02-10T06:21:00.000-08:00

Everything you say means a lot to me. You told me i can do it, i sure can de (: i hope you will score well for your chinese test tomorrow, jyjy (: im missing him, really felt touched when he said that to me even though i know i dont belong to his heart. I just want him to be happy everyday, he told me he likes the valentine's day gift ! so happy, it made him totally speechless, hope he will wear it often :) I'm stressed out, im lost in the world of sec 3 :( everything gets harder and harder siann , its killing my brain cells. alright, i need to go. nights ! i love youuuu......

Nothing can describe my feelings for you.

2011-02-04T23:46:00.000-08:00

It was never a mistake for loving you, but it is a mistake for loving you too deep. I and you are never possible :( Seeing you drawing that flower for her , my heart broke into pieces. I wanna give you a valentine's day gift, maybe its time to confess, will i succeed ? HAHA, what a stupid question i'm asking , of course i wont succeed. Life sucks, many test coming after cny, this doesnt feel like cny to me at all. I ask my er ge : what should i get for him ? He said , get him a shirt . HAHA. i suppose i will get him a shirt then. But what shirt ? Do i have the money ? so many questions in my mind, mayb i will use some of my angbao money to get him something. Its just the thought that counts. I love him a lot, i cannot lose him :( What if he avoids me ? What should i do ? hmmmmmm. i feel like texting him but im afraid, sigh, what should i do ? can someone pls tell me ? :(

You're just a jerk

2011-02-01T04:47:00.000-08:00

Wassapppp, So many test this week ! I swear chem test was a killer. Physics lesson was boring as usual . PCE was the worst of all ! Tomorrow school is celebrating cny ! School for only 1 hr 30 mins, shiok ahhhhhh :D Common test is coming soon , isn't that just like a week ++ away ? ohmygosh, cant believe it , im totally not prepared for common test, i suppose many people aren't prepared yettt. Not really enjoying and liking sec 3 life because it stresses me a lot :( Every single day only study study study, just like a nerd luhhhh. I've got to get used to it. Stayed back today after school to help with the mascot costume. Stayed till around 5 and bused to t-mall w chermaine, peiyi, esther, deona and guanhong. Ate long john silver & walked around & hsh :) Alright, im off. Byeeeee (:

Dont give me false hope.

2011-01-27T00:46:00.000-08:00

Why can't life just be simple and perfect so i wont have so many problems to be worried about. I'm finally updating this little bloggy of mine where i can share my thoughts. I hate myself, why must i be so fat. It really really upsets me whenever i see people who are so slim, i envy and so called admire them. But what can i do ? I'm born this way so i guess i've just got to face it :) . School have been very tiring lately, no matter how early i tried to sleep, i still feel so restless , why is this happening? I've been falling asleep in class lately and i know if this goes on , i am not going to do well for my upcoming common test. Common test is just about a month away, i gotta seriously work hard, no more slacking ! Problems come one after another, god are you making a fool out of me? I'm not craving for much, just want everything to go smoothly. So much homework to be completed, i think its going to be another busy weekend. Sad, sec 3 life seems so dull. Chinese new year is just next week, cant wait to receive many angbaos ! im off, bye :)

Give your best shot.

2011-01-18T07:01:00.000-08:00

IM REALLY REALLYY VERY STRESSSSSSS !

Cause you're amazing.

2011-01-14T21:17:00.002-08:00

yoooooozzzzzz, i'm back ! I cant believe 3 days 2 nights passed so quickly and i survived in KOREF! It was indeed a really memorable camp. There were so many insects .. gosh. First day went trekking, whole body damn pain, but it was worth it (: Pitch a tent, it was really tough. The food there was still acceptable but the toilet seriously CMI. So many flies around and there was no hot water ! FULLY COLD WATER. The activities were great, it was seriously a great experience, the facilitators were helpful as well :) During this camp, i got to know my classmates even better. I will never forget the moments spent @ koref , it was really great (Y) ILOVEKOREFBUTNOTTHEINSECTS&BUGSAROUND.

Cause ypu

2011-01-14T21:17:00.001-08:00

KOREF IS TOMORROW.

2011-01-11T06:13:00.001-08:00

OH GOSH, KOREF TOMORROW.... I DONT WANNA GOOOO :( HOPE ITS GONNA BE FUN. WILL BLOG WHEN IM BACK. BYEEE ;)

Let's end this.

2011-01-07T07:57:00.001-08:00

Feeling really bored now so im here to update this little bloggy of mine. Time flies, its the 4th day of school today. Nothing much happened in school but i'm kinda upset with certain reasons. Hope problems come to an end quickly. To say the truth, i dont really like my form and co form teacher.. i prefer mr teo to be my form teacher. Class kinda noisy and quiet at times, but certain days end at 2.30 damn tired. Finally its gonna be weekend and i can sleep later and wake up later , happyy. O level results coming out on monday, good luck to all sec 4s getting their results. Sec 3 camp next week, totally not looking forward to it, i hope i dont have to go but what is done cannot be undone, siannz, hope the camp ends quickly, im gonna miss home . LOL. Alright, im really tired. Goodnight world.

School starts tomorrow :(

2011-01-03T07:01:00.001-08:00

Cheyenne left, cried really badly just now. Sigh, school starting tomorrow, dont know what to bring laaa, damn irritating omg. how i wish i dont needa go school, how great will that be? damn siannz, need wake up so early, im still in the holiday mood now, dont have the feel to start school. alright, im off , bye !

Bye Cheyenne :( ♥

2011-01-02T06:14:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow is gonna be a really sad day for me, cheyenne is leaving :( She's not coming back to singapore anymoreee. i hope she visits me ! i wont ever forget the moments i spent w her and how she made me smile always . I can say she's someone whom i never wanna lose. Cheyenne, why cant you stay in singapore ): can you not leave me alone. It feels terrible. Please do not forget me okay, because i wont. I will visit you @ Melbourne whenever i have the time alright. You must study hard and make ur parents proud. Stay happy , healthy and cheerful as always. Hope you like the gifts ! Please do not lose it yeah :) Remember online more often and chat w me ok, update me about your life. i will miss you a lottttt i promise. Must miss me too my dearest cousin. i feel like crying :( sigh, you better take good care of yourself ah dont make me worry. Wear more clothes when it's winter and drink more water okay cause during winter the weather very dry. i wonder how you will look like when u grow up. i promise myself not to tear when u leave tomorrow because i dont want u to see me cry , i will always remember i have a nice cousin like you. I'm sure lots of people cant bear to leave you too, dylan will miss you lots too, i bet you miss him too. I will visit him often and let you know more about his condition okay, will sent photos of him to let you see okay ! You dont worry just study hard can already and take care ok. You silly girl :) I LOVE U CHEYENNE. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Happy New Year everyone :)

2010-12-31T22:49:00.001-08:00

Happy new year to everyone ! It's another new year and it's a new beginning :) Officially saying bye to 2010 and yooozz to 2011 ! I'm kind of disappointed w the class arrangement :( Sigh, but after all its already over so its okay . I hope this year is gonna be a much better year and i hope it will be an exciting year w much memories. Going koref in 11 days time, can i seriously not go. HAHA. i'm damn kiasu i scared have mosquitoes bites, pls i dont want any pls god plsssss ! Sister coming home tomorrow which means i wont have a room all by myself anymore ;( How sad, but i welcome her hommeeeeeee, hahaha, kinda miss her talking and telling me to sleep early. HAHAHAHA. Well, school is starting in 2 days, totally not excited at all because i wish i have another long holiday... Sigh, spent my new year eve having dinner with parents and went chermaine's house for countdown and reached home @ 3 plus in the morning ;) slept all the way till afternoon, im a pig. HEHEHEHE. i wanna join a new cca next year :) Hope i can get it. :) Goodbye !

I hate it when adults break their promises.

2010-12-29T06:26:00.001-08:00

I seriously hate it when adults break their promises because the feeling seriously just sucks to the max. School is starting in a few days time, gosh, why is time passing so quickly, i seriously dont understand why does happy moments end so quickly ah ? SUCKS LA. everything isn't going smoothly now, im in a super pek cek mood right now and there is still someone pissing me off. i'm going to hate next year i guess, idk why either. Sec 3 , omg, i cant believe it, totallyyyyyy. I'm sleepy now, i want to sleep yet i cant, my gosh, what is wrong w me nowwwwww. I'm gonna spent my last few days of holidays wisely nowww. I want my life to change change & change for the better. :(

Merry Christmas !

2010-12-25T07:22:00.000-08:00

Merry christmas to everyone ! This year's christmas isn't that surprising. I hate this year's christmas , i received only like one present? i feel so pathetic, other ppl might receive 10 times more than me. HAHAHA. But nevermind... Today is a rainyy dayy, so cold but its windy , i like (Y) HEHE. Had dinner @ auntie's club restaurant. Food was okay ! Saw dylan again, hahaha, soo cute, kept asking me & cheyenne to bring him to see fish. LOL. Anw, cheyenne ! See you on the 30th okay, i wanna go shopping before you leave yeah. Let's shop till we drop okieeee <3>

You're the only one.

2010-12-22T04:28:00.002-08:00

18th decemeber-

On the 18th, met yesing & stacey. Sadly, deborah couldn't make it :( Its been so long since i met yesing, miss her so much :) We went far east plaza & shop like crazy, bought a few tops for myself. Totally satisfied :) Happyyyy !

20th december-

Went sentosa w chermaine, sinning, jiahao, yanru, kelvin, bryan, john & joshua. Sat banana boat again ! i fell down again . tsk. Dinner @ lagoon but sadly sinning didnt join us as she wanna go home. HAHA. Saw er ge w his friends there. After that, we went bryan's playground & slack. Sadly, something happened which i felt bad about. oops.

21st december -

John's uncle christmas bbq. Fun day indeed :) The ppl who went were me , chermaine, kelvin, kengkai, bryan, brian, joshua, john, javier, qi xuan, yanru, jiahao . Slack @ the playground and played till 11 plus. A few ppl headed home. Played cards & chit- chat. Won't ever forget these few days. AWESOMEEEEE. But, sch is really really opening soon. sigh. i hate this feeling....

Live life to the fullest.

2010-12-16T22:59:00.001-08:00

15th december - sharlyn & filza's birthday celebration.

Hey. I guess its time to update this little bloggy of mine. Celebrated sharlyn & filza's birthday yesterday. Met ernest , chermaine & sinning arnd 11 am in the morning to get the two girls birthday present ;) Got sharlyn a tigger & a lollipop & got filza a pooh & a lollipop. Hope you girls like the present & take good care tigger & pooh . HAHA. Bought them a chocolate truffle cake , its nice but a little too creamy. Played games and had lots of fun chatting. Oh ya, the people who went were me, chermaine, sinning, dorcas, sharlyn , jinyi, peiyi, filza, esther, kelvin, joshua, kengkai, ernest, jiahao & john. Really hope it was an enjoyable day even something happened but its alright. Lunch was @ seoul garden. We took lots of photos there & im sure everyone enjoyed. The girls took neoprint while the guys were playing arcade. Our pictures turned out great (: More pictures uploaded in fb !

16th december - Dylan's house

Today after tuition , as usual, me , cheyenne & chelsea went to dylan's houseeee ! He has really grown up a lot ;) He's sooooo cuteeee. spent 1/4 of my awesome day there. Hope to go there soon :) Sigh, sch is re opening really soon.... i dont have much time left to relax anymore. ;( Alright, thats all . Byebye. & more photos uploaded on fb ;)

Something happened to my heart.

2010-12-08T06:30:00.000-08:00

Felt so hopeless that i wanna blog so badly... I just hope holiday dont end so quickly, i love holidays ! Seriously(Y). I still haven finish my holiday homework :( i don't have the motivation to complete all. tsk. Totally enjoying life right now because there's nothing to worry about & there's nothing to be stress about. Its such a wonderful life (: Happy me ~ He's leaving on the 10th, should i text him? HAHA. i'm being so silly right now, thinking of something that might never happen . LOL. I might never be able to stop blogging becuase right now blogging is part of my hobby HEHE. :D I need to really update my facebook pictures, i've so little pictures. OMG. I feel like going overseas again la.... Sec 3 .. siannz, am i really gonna be sec 3 next yr, am i dreaming? Need someone to talk to me right now , seriously needa share my troubles w someone.. Maybe not, i will settle it myself i guess. Alright, goodnight. :)

Happy Birthday my dearest bro.

2010-12-05T07:53:00.000-08:00

Happy sweet 19 my brooooo ! Hope you had a great one & hope you like the present even though its not very nice. hehehe ! Thanks for being the sweetest & caring bro :) Take care & please last long long with jodieee okayyy. :D Study hard & good luck in everything you do. <3

Thats the main speech for todayyy, cant stop watching boys over flowers seriously, never getting bored of it. I'm damn into the songs right now. Kim Bum & Lee Min Ho damn hot cannnnn HAHAHA :D i love the story content , it touches me & tell me how important love is (: . A normal girl on earth might be the most important person to a rich person , no one knows (: Just hope im the girl in the show, everything seems so perfect for her . Holidays are ending in less than a month. So not looking forward to school ! can sch not start forever ??????????? sigh.

A good pair of shoe brings you to where you wanna go,

2010-12-02T08:37:00.000-08:00

Back to singapore on the 30th. Had lots of fun there. Bought lots of things :) Miss hongkong a lot. Time flies, i didn't relax much.. more photos uploaded on fb. Ytd , celebrated jinyi's birthday at sentosa, SILOSO BEACH ! sat banana boat for the first time, i fell into the sea haha. It was really really fun ^^. Feel like going back to sentosa soon w my friends. Spent our whole afternoon there & we ate dinner at mache ytd :) Caught the movie Rapunzel :) Totally nicee. Alrite, im off, night.

A life without love would be dull.

2010-11-25T08:34:00.000-08:00

I'm damn slow. Now then start to like this show a lot. HAHAHA. for some reasons , i used to dislike korean shows but now omg , im so crazy w it ! Leaving for hongkong tmr, finally, i can put my mind at ease & leave this horrible place for the time being. But its just a short period of time, it just isnt enough, but its better than nothing. Going there to relax & enjoy. Bought school books today, looking at sec 3 textbooks can die, seriously ~ My bag is gonna break next yr the textbooks are super damn thick. For the past few days , i've been thinking a lot. I hope i've changed to a better person, i will do my best. GOGOGO. i pray hard everything runs smooth for me & my friends next yr. god bless everyone, goodnight & i will be back really soon :)

A live without love would be dull.

2010-11-25T08:31:00.000-08:00

You're all i need.

2010-11-22T03:03:00.000-08:00

Wasaapp. Still working hard to achieve my goal. hehehe :) tsk. I wanna go shopping real soon with my dearest friends ! December is gonna be an awesome month i guess , :) Many activities coming up. Going hongkong this friday. I wanna go overseas longer ! Hope to visit Korea, Seoul soon. I miss the weather , food, scenery and clothes there ! I feel like watching megamind :) There are so many things i wanna do. I'm really pissed with the person who hacked into my msn account, now its hard for me to find back all my contacts laaa. Missing you right now, haven been texting you for the past 2 days but yet i dont feel uncomfortable at all. Lol. When is the next time i'm gonna text you? I dont know either. Life is getting boring these days, i wan my life to be super exciting. Sister is coming back tmr ;) Happy for her but i wont have my own room anymore ! How sadddd. But i kinda miss her , miss her sleeping like a pig. I suddenly love to blog. HAHAHA. This week is gonna be a super ultra busy week for me. :) Goodbye everyone.

I wish upon a star.

2010-11-19T06:48:00.000-08:00

I know we're never possible. i alrdy know the answer. I ever thought of transferring to your school just to raise the possibility of us being tgt but i guess there isn't a need anymore. I can see you love someone elses .. its just too obvious. ;( I wish upon a star that this is just a story, i don't wanna be part of this story anymore because it's just hurting me even more. I promise myself to change & become someone better just for you. i promised & i mean it. If i were to ask thousands of people if i'm good enough for you they would say no because you can't change the fact. I text you but you just always seemed busy. Just now i wrote on fb , yes or no pick one. That one is to ask ppl to vote if i should text you. But one said yes and the other said no but i still chose to text you because i cannot let you go. I still don't have the guts to tell you i love you. This three words is now the most powerful words. I won't say it if i don't mean it. I can't tell you , i can only secretly miss you in my heart. What more can i do ? Different sch is too difficult to hold on a relationship... It's not my first time getting hurt either. nvrm, as i said, you're too perfect.

I'm in love with a song called the name i loved by onew. ;) i love the lyrics.

Its sang in korean but i will type the eng one.

: Both hands trembles as I remembered the cold love memories

Now it is getting weirder, I dont wish to reject you, but I just know that

No matter how close we are, I know that I cant love you anymore

I cant miss you; waiting for you makes me tired

I cant endure anymore and I cant realize this

The name I loved once in this life

Has becoming further and further away from me

I am writing your name on a paper and forever kept it in my heart

From thatday I only realized that I will only loved you forever

Love that cant be together can also be known as Love

I cant handle the love memories and feelings alone

I cant start this, I can only miss you secretly in my heart

My heart only left your body fragrance that I missed and always loved

The name I loved once in this life

Has becoming further and further away from me

I am writing your name on a paper and forever kept it in my heart

From that day I only realized that I will only loved you forever

Love that cant be together can also be known as Love

Kept remembering the first time I saw you walking towards me

And stolen an edge of my heart without noticing

The name I loved once in this life (Loved once in this life)

Has becoming further and further away from me

I am writing your name on a paper and forever kept it in my heart

From that day I only realized that I will only loved you forever

Even though it is not long, but my love for you will never change

The name I loved once in this life

Has becoming further and further away from me

I am writing your name on a paper and forever kept it in my heart

From that day I only realized that I will only loved you forever

Have i fallen for you ?

2010-11-18T06:29:00.000-08:00

There are many things in this world that i'm afraid of right now but there's quite a number of things about you that i'm afraid of.

But first of all, have i fallen for you ? :(

Secondly what exactly am i worrying abt ?

i'm afraid i'm not good enough for you.

Afraid that history repeats again.

Afraid that i might get hurt once again.

Afraid that once people get to know about me falling for you , what comments would they make?

Afraid that there are many better girls out there which is true.

Afraid many girls always fall for you.

Afraid i might lose you as a friend when you know i like you.

Afraid that we aren't suitable for one another.

Afraid that you think i'm fat.

Afraid that i'm not your cup of tea.

Afraid that our characters are way different.

Afraid that you will say sorry let's just be friends.

Afraid i will drift apart from you.

Afraid i'm not the perfect one.

Afraid that you are too perfect alrdy.

Afraid that in your eyes i dont stand a chance at all.

Afraid that i cant show how serious i can be.

Afraid that you're too good looking while i'm too ugly.

Afraid that we're from two diff worlds.

Afraid that you are good at everything while i'm not.

Afraid that you're so nice while i'm not.

Afraid that problems would come if i tell you how i feel.

Afraid that everything will change.

FREAKING AFRAID THAT I WONT BE ABLE TO SEE YOU SO OFTEN !!

i just need time to comfirm everything :( haix, you're the only guy i dont even dare to confess to cause you hold a special place in my heart.

I hate my life.

2010-11-15T06:48:00.000-08:00

Its so tough.. Life is just so tough. Why? Why people keep showing me attitude? Have i not done my part in certain stuff? What exactly is wrong with this world. I just wanna immigrate to a place where it will be peaceful and quiet and a place without trouble for me to face :( Is there such place? i really really wonder, when can i be optimistic? I'm forever sucha useless freak ;( I wanna cry , pour out all my sorrows hoping i will feel better. ive got no true listening ear in my life . In life, i can only trust myself. Freaking tired right now, i feel so hopeless and clueless. I need someone's shoulder to lie to right now, who can lent me? Sigh,...

Kyuhyun & Jonghyun

2010-11-13T09:30:00.001-08:00

IluvJonghyun & Kyuhyun :) They damn hot luh. OMG. HEHE. had class bbq on 11th november. It was awesome ! Had stay over @ my house too. Chermaine, Dorcas, John , Qixuan, Zabir, Brian Lim, Bryan Goh & kelvin stayed :) We watched horror movie and i swear it was damn exciting ^^. The bbq was quite okay but i was so clumsy that i spilled the tray of fried rice on the floor :( Saddd. But the chicken wing is damn niceeeee hehehe. tsk. Bro frens came over at nite to have dinnerrrr ! Played monopoly with bro frens with Chermaine & others played cards (; It was a noisy but tiring night. Had fun & i hope my friends had fun tooooo ^^. Even though not every one attended but i still think many ppl made the effort to come. Hope to have another gathering soon, when will that day come... Hmmm, i wonder ~ December is approaching, many december babies ah, i swear im gonna go bankrupt ! HEHE. gonna be busy buying presents and finishing up all my holiday homework if possible ^^. There's still a month plus till holiday ends, still kinda long huh, (: Gonna spend my time wisely to relax before a stressing yr begins ! BBQ pictures uploaded on fb but very little, i forgot to take . oops, sry, goodnite !

I'm just a scapegoat.

2010-11-10T08:45:00.000-08:00

Hello. Time flies, holidays are getting boring now. On Monday, went out with my beloved cousin Cheyenne.♥ Went bugis with her. Had lunch @ Pasta Mania, bought loads of things for her, she was angry with me, HAHAHA. (: Hope she like those gifts. We walked arnd and shop , was happy cause i bought a pair of shoes and a few new tops (: We were tired after shopping for so long , so we decided to save money & return home for dinner . Tht seriously helped us saved lots of money ! But on the way back, Cheyenne requested to eat frolick at tampines 1 , headed there and ate yogurt (: Yummyyyyy. Headed home after that , used com , slack , chit-chat , camwhore ! ^^. Watch hello baby with her, its very nice, love it so much , we were laughing like crazy womens , tsk. Ate dinner at home, mum bought back our fav chicken rice. hehehe. Then her parents came to fetch her at arnd 8 plus. It was a wonderful and memorable day, lets go out again soon ! Ytd, met sharlyn & ernest at bedok mrt station at 1 as i woke up late, im sorry :( Headed to take bus 32 to frankel ave to order our bbq food ! Spent some time there. Next took bus back to bedok mrt station and took mrt to tampines mall to eat lunch at kopitiam (: After that , went sharlyn's house to settle some bbq stuff. It was chaotic at first, after that its all finally settled, happy ^^. Took mrt home after that. Today had science excursion to science centre with my class & 2c2 , it was boring but learnt quite a lot. Quite happy today due to some stuff but sad is also due to some stuff. Alrite, feeling tired now, goodnight. !

Save me.

2010-11-04T09:04:00.001-07:00

Heyyyyy. Holidays are okay so far. Going hong kong in 22 days. I wonder if its gonna be fun , its time for me to relax myself , so stress now a days and during sch time it's even worst. :( Last year's holiday was very awesome but how about this year ? Will this year's holidays be fun too ? I'm so not looking forward to next year because same thing upper sec gonna be stress. Studies even worst , wonder how will i be able to cope. Sometimes i hope there will be someone who is always there for me when i need them. I feel sad now a days i dont know why. Alrite, im tired. Goodnite.

You again.

2010-11-01T05:44:00.000-07:00

Yoooo. Went to pass up option form todayyy. Went to sch arnd 12 :) Met sharlyn, jinyi, peiyi, chermaine, filza, john, brian, zabir, nazeem, zabir's fren, clement, ernst, ernest . We went to 201 for lunch but unfortunately all the places were packed so we had to sit outside 7 eleven and eat cup noodles, drink drinks, eat food... LOL :) Then all of us bused to tampines mall except clement , ernst & ernest. Caught the movie at 2.15 , YOU AGAIN :) The show damn funny i swearrr, its very very niceee ^^. i encourage everyone to watch HAHA. Movie ended arnd 4 plus ? Headed to open plaza, slacked a while then went tampines 1 walk walk & HSH :)

Awesome day !

2010-10-30T08:34:00.000-07:00

Today was indeed an amazing day ! Had lots of fun with my girlfriends ! Peiyi invited us to look around at Marina Bay Sands Hotel ! Her dad booked a room there. (: Played cards in a room , after that we went for dinner. ! So freaking hungry. We spammed loads of photos. Arnd 135 photos in total :) HAHAHA. I luv the rooftop , so damn nice lah the scenery ! ^^. Night time , went to the bridge , walk & walk & walk. I've to admit i walked a lot todayyy which is a good thing. HAHA. I believe all of us enjoyed a lot as it was our first time going there :) More photos uploaded on facebook, go there and check out more photos hehe. Night time , cab home w wong :) Alrite, thats all, had a long, tiring yet fun day. GOODNITEE

Start all over again.

2010-10-29T08:09:00.000-07:00

First day of holidays and im bored to death ! HAHAHA. Stayed home today (: Had tuition, night time went out for dinner with relatives & family. Results made my mood turned baddd. Siannz, i still feel sooo damn disappointed. i seriously wanna enjoyyy my holidays while i can. This yr sch ended early cause of o levels. HEHE, which means more time to resttt. whoots ! Thinking of going night cycling w friends. (: Hope its gonna be fun if many ppl go :) Cheyenne is gonna immigrate to Australia soon, i am so going to miss her a lot. ;( She is my closest cousinnn , she is the one who knows me the best. Sad ttm :( Sad things happened one after another, how long more can i hold on? Right now i just feel like sleeping , sleeping & sleeping. No matter how much i sleep im still tired, am i getting old. OH DEARRRR :( Gonna spend my holidays wisely, alrite, byebye .

Really missed you a lot today . i wanna see you so badly... haix.

Take one step back.

2010-10-28T05:48:00.000-07:00

Goodbye 2C1. Today's the last day of school. Got back results and stuff. I'm disappointed w my results. Deproved freaking hell lot.. I just hope i can get into POA :( If i don't , i'm really gonna get upset . This yr has been a wonderful yet painful yr. Wanna say a big thank you to all the members in 2C1 for making my stay in 2C1 a memorable yet painful yr. Even though quarrels happened, but i still think that we did our best for every event. Next yr is not gonna be a simple yr , its a very stressful yr. Sec 3 .. So many things to learnt. Gonnna sooo dieeee ! School ended so quickly, time flies. :) Holidays are here and i can finally have a good rest . But during this period of time, i still gotta tell myself i still have to work harder . I've disappointed my parents, sorryyy. i feel so useless :( Hope next yr i will do better ! Wanna wish all 2C1 members goodluck and hope u all will get into the sub combination u guys and girls want (: Jiayou everyone !

Today after school went tmart mac eat with py, chermaine, sinning, esther, filza & aini. After that, filza & aini went dance . Me , py , sinning, chermaine and esther went to take mrt and esther went home while the rest of us went to bugissss ! Bought a pair of slippers for myself while the other three bought wallets (: Walk arnd then went iluma HAHA. HSH after that (: Bye...

i just wish you all the best. I saw you in school again today. You were just at the second level when i was outside the D and T workshop. I hope nothing bad happened to you ah. I know you dont wanna reply my text , its okay. I understand how you feel. I am not gonna see you for a few mths, hope you'll take care of urselves and contact me soon .. which is impossible. You even deleted ur fb . I dono why. Sigh.. wht's happening to you? Im worried u know? Saw u cleaning today. i walked pass u , felt like saying hi but i didn't. I guess during this time i should learnt how to forget you.

You'll never know until you lose it.

2010-10-22T06:53:00.000-07:00

Fiesta was successful today (: My class sold everything ! HAHA. We earned quite a lot. (: Many people bought ice pops ! Met at ernest house at arnd 7 but he didnt came down... We went up instead. Our class tee so damn special HAHA, but its kinda stuffy wearing it . Our sandwiches were big and nice but many people said that the bread is too hard (: hehehe. Over all, enjoyed FIESTA kinda a lot, other classes sold nice food too, bought a badge from 2r6, its damn cuteee. (: Today was an awesome day is also because of ..... hehe, i saw someone kinda a lot of time today, the person was walking around his/her own stall (: Too bad didnt get to talk to that person, we never once did in real life... Siannz, but seeing him/her from their back view, im alrdy very satisfied (: . Iluvtoday.

ALL MY LIFE.

2010-10-21T07:18:00.000-07:00

I should let you go since we're not meant to be.

Hey, Post Exam Activity this yr was much better than last yr's :) Had fun today but it screwed my day cause i fell down, my phone spoiled and someone so called "scolded" me -.-. TMR is fiesta, wonder how fun will it be, hope ppl will come support us :( Hope to have much fun tmr. Today stayed back aft sch with many people to complete everything necessary for FIESTA :) Kinda happy ! Enjoyed a lot :) Other classes are selling interesting stuff too ;) TMR IS GONNA BE AWESOME :D yay ! Okay, i dont wish to get back results... But i wanna do well ;( Praying hard , HAHA. goodnite to all !

Exams are over , OMG, YAY

2010-10-20T08:07:00.000-07:00

Hey ! Gotta update this dead blog nowwwww. Omg, exams are finally over liaoooo :) Happy ! I felt like giving up during this period of time, but something became my motivation and i managed to persevere ! I hope my results will turn out good. Cas im not confidence in some of the subjects... OMG. The hardest subject is history :( Hope i can pass all with flying colours. If i get top 3, my dream will come true. If really cant then its okay. Next yr is gonna be tough ... Die liaoo lah. Holidays are coming ! Shiok hehehee. TIME TO RELAX AND HAVE FUN. tmr is post exam activities, its gonna be boring as usual. I rather stay home & sleep. School ending very very soon. Im gonna miss 2C1 even though there are unhappy moments.. Next yr im sure some of us are going diff classes . But its the fact, gotta face it anw. My tagboard is somehow dead ! Please continue tagging me plsss ;) GOODNITE.

Dont smile when you hurt me.

2010-10-04T04:27:00.001-07:00

Ytd was cousin's wedding (: Congrats :D. Hmmm, more pictures are being uploaded on fb. Siannz, i dono why, i feel like crying . issit because of stress of love again? So many things to study, my head is bursting. Im gonna explode soon ! I need a long long break right now, how i wish there was no exam so i wouldnt be so tired and depress now. I HATE MY LIFE TTM :( . Everything is so complicating. Argh...

Things have changed.

2010-10-01T08:55:00.000-07:00

No matter what, its over.

i have the sudden urge to blog right now. I've just ended my studying session for today. Didnt study much as i was kinda tired. Will continue tmr ! Sch was boring today. Had D and T and maths test. Think i screwed both. Argh. One year passes so quickly, 2010 is ending in a few months time. Siannz, and sec 3 next yr which means more stress coming. SHIT. Eoy is coming in less than a week , to say the truth, im not prepared at all. Knowing i wont be able to go express, but im still striving for the best. How interesting can my life be? All about studying.. ;( I am still trying my best to save money for my holidays ! I still got a long way to go. My life has got to be better rite? i guess i deserve a better life than what i have now. Cheyenne's staying over at my house for 2 days :D haha, yay. We can study tgt again. HAPPY :D . Alrite, its 12.01 am now, gdnite. (:

I HATE U. SUCKER.

2010-09-30T05:23:00.001-07:00

I wanna pour out all my sorrows. Life sucks, seriously. Nothing goes well for me. I've decided to forget you , Boy. I mean, you suck? Seriously, in my life, you're the worst guy i've ever met . 4 mths 29 days shall end here today. I regretted loving and sacrificing so much for you, i'm a super dumb person for doing that. Knowing it was impossible, why did i not give up earlier to end this torture? That's because my love for you is too deep , nth seems to make my feelings fade for you.. But now finally i realised someone else could be better than you. I didn't know you bear to do such things behind my back even though we know one another for such a long period of time. I hope you wont affect my studies, you're the first guy i regretted liking. HAHA. funny huh? You broke the record. I seriously dono why i hate you now, sorry. Oh why should i say sorry to ppl like you who doesn't even seem to care at all. I'm just wasting my time on you. Don't worry, you will nvr be part of my life ever again. No matter what, wish you all the best. TAKE CARE. you're over and i'm serious, no joke sucker. I've regretted meeting you when i fall in love with you, you know nothing but hurt ppl. Dont you agree ? Seriously, the sight of you makes me puke like hell-.- pisses me off lahh. I HATE U !!!!!!!!!!! FML

Happy Birthday DAD.

2010-09-23T00:42:00.001-07:00

Ytd was dad's birthday ! Happy Birthday DAD :D . Sist gave us a surprise, she suddenly come home from australia :D she's going back during end of october i guess. So ytd went to celebrate Dad's birthday. Dylan finally speak ! HE SOO FREAKING CUTEE. dad kept disturbing him (: HAHA. Hope dad like the celebration ^^. As ive promised him, i will work super hard for eoy , i promise i would. I screwed sci test. IM GONNA FAIL ! i better pray hard i do even better for eoy if not im so gonna screw my life ! Why issit everytime i study for something and when they ask me and gave me clue to use it and i dont, i srsly hate it. HMM, this yr's coming to an end shortly. Next year upper sec le , sec 3 :( more stress coming ! DIE LEEEE. sigh. ! Now my life is all about studying , how interesting huh? Alrite. bbye !

You're just someone who breaks my heart.

2010-09-15T06:26:00.000-07:00

It should be over soon.

i just felt like blogging yet i do not know what am i gonna blog abt , hehehehe. Sch was fine today. Chinese period had oral, was soo sudden (: Next was math, was awesome ! Then recess, pissed me off, a few upper sec guys were cutting queue when we alrdy had a hard time queuing up ! In the end didnt eat the japanese food , ate patty instead (: Next was lit, boring as usual, last period mother tongue again, continued w oral. Learning how to do something you are clueless abt is really hard , haix. Im so gonna work hard for eoy, okay, i dono why i kept saying this , i need motivation ! Alrite, thats all, bbye.

Falling for you isn't my fault.♥

2010-09-09T07:30:00.000-07:00

If i fall, would you catch me?

Mayb by blogging helps me to calm down a little because its somewhere where i can pour out my feelings. Many ppl have been sick lately, wishing those who are sick, quickly recover soon (: Weather is weird somehow ~ Dad's birthday is coming in 13 days time , what should i get for him.? Hmmmmm... mayb i should decorate a cake for him (: wouldn't tht be awesome ? HAHAHAHAH. i've been busy this few days which tuitions , project n so on (: But i guess this torture will soon be over. I hope EOY will end soon so i can slack (: HEHE. But for now, gotta concentrate ! Alrite, thts all, everyone work hard to EOY ! goodbye. luv, chloe.♥

i need money :)

2010-09-08T06:28:00.001-07:00

Arent those shoes beautiful ? I know its been arnd for sometime :( BUT I WANNA BUY !!! I need money ... so many things i wanna buy. Today mum was nice, bought me three new tops from cotton on but not this 3 shoes. i wan it, i am soo gonna buy it someday ! There's field trip tmr, i bet its gonna be a boring day again :( Well, happy to say that ive started studying (; Maths , sci and history . Hope i will keep working harder and harder till EOY ENDS :D cant wait and then can play alrdy !! Yay ! oh ya, its a promise i will reply all tags soon alrite. Really busy ;x . 1 week holiday is too short. We should have a 2 mths break man . HAHAHA :D

I'M sick :(

2010-09-03T20:26:00.000-07:00

Getting sick is the worst thing ever.

Hello, got back report book. Im super disappointed with my results... Sigh. I'm sick, having fever, sore throat and cough, Its simply terrible. How am i gonna study during my holidays when im in such a pathetic condition. I just feel like sleeping... sleeping and sleeping :( .. I gotta srsly work very hard for eoy cas i know its gonna be the most important exam for me this yr. This yr is also streaming yr, hope i can get into the subjects that i want to get into. I know i can, i gotta work hard right now, wont be blogging too often (: Hope i get well soon. Getting sick is miserable i swear. Alrite, bye :) Oh ya, thanks to the ppl who tagged my blog often (: i will return all tags soon !

2010-08-31T06:18:00.000-07:00

Happy teacher's day !

happy teacher's day to all teachers. The performances were awesome, but the time at ISH was boring ttm. Dancing dancing dancing... LOL. Headed to naps to visit teachers (: Sad that i didnt see mr abraham , hahah, waited for so long in the end nvr see him. Missed the food there ! Sooo nice (: hehehehe. Slack at playground aft that w chermaine, esther, nazeem , gh and jun hong? Later deona came to join us. Headed to parkway w chermaine , esther and deona. walk walk arnd (: saw this girl damn cute ^^. Today was quite a smooth day , perhaps its one of the best day for this whole mth (: Siannz, i got cough.. i'm getting sick .. :( btw, i saw amanda! Like finally :) i miss her so much, but sad didnt get to see monik :( . Alrite, thats all, bbye

Happy birthday Sinning and Leon (:

2010-08-29T06:25:00.000-07:00

Hello, wanna say, Happy sweet 14th to SinNing and Leon (: Today, celebrated SinNing's birthday (: Met peiyi at tampines 1 at arnd 11 am plus. We made cake for SinNing (: Saw this icing deco, so cute. Aft that , went to tampines mall eat tako pochi, then we go Manpuku to have lunch. The ramen so nice and the ice-cream too (: After that went to bugis meet chermaine and sinning, by the time we got there, the cake was a little smashed :( Sigh.. But its okay (: Sang birthday song for her and ate cake, force her to eat half of the cake. LOL. she had a hard time eating it. (: Then we went to shop shop at bugis street :) Shop there, saw a lot of nice clothes (: Gonna start saving money. Bought quite a lot of things indeed (: Arnd 6 plus , mrt-ed home w peiyi. Hope the birthday girl enjoyed today, i'm off, bye !

Can you tell me what i should do now ?

2010-08-28T19:22:00.000-07:00

Time passed so quickly.. Common test results disappointed me :( . Where is the old me ? Where is the chloe which is always super hardworking. I'm working hard, but why issit that things turns out to be like this , A DISAPPOINTMENT .... Life is getting boring day by day. :( Nothing much happened in sch, i need money ! I'm broke :( Sigh, many things are happening, i wonder how can i solve it. I gotta seriously work hard during end of year, i cant let anyone down anymore. i dont wanna be a failure anymore. I gotta stand up, get up, learn frm my mistakes and overcome this fear towards getting back results. Its gonna be a quick weekend, sch starting soon . :( i need more slp , more money, more encouragment and more care. I'II work hard, i assure everyone who has high hopes on me, BYE.

You left me with no choice..

2010-08-24T07:27:00.000-07:00

i hate you...

It's all a mistake from the starting... i regretted everything i've done for you. You made my srsly... speechless. You lied to me time and again without even knowing how much i trusted you. It's okay, someday i hope u will stop hurting me, its way too much. I hate everything about u now... u made me wanna hate u more now. ! i got no mood, will talk abt it another day.

My 300th post - Don't take me as a fool , cas i'm not one.

2010-08-23T05:37:00.000-07:00

I've been going through so much, how abt you?
Hello, aft sch went to tampines mall w chermaine, peiyi, sinning, deona, sharlyn and jinyi. Went to have long john silver for lunch. Crap a lot. :) Chermaine changed her phone's screen protector. :) Aft that, we went to TOYSRUS. okay, thats lame but we had fun there cas we crap again hahahaha. Talk talk talk, play, play, play. Time flies, arnd 4 plus. Mrt-ed home with deona :)

Im so disappointed.. maths mark was unexpected though. siannz, i will work harder i promise !! Hate my marks ttm :( . Alrite, that will be all for today and can someone pls make my tagboard alive ? THANKS :)

sometimes, i wish you could just tell me you needed me and you want me to be there for you.. will that day ever come, mayb by using words to say out, it isn't meaningful cas actions speak louder than words. Mayb i'm being too sensitive.. But, i hope to see that you're happy although sometimes i just hope i don't see you at all cas it makes my life much better. Seeing you is somehow a torture, i dono why. But all i can do is to act brave in front of you and make sure nothing goes wrong. knowing that u would worry for me but i guess u wont worry that much am i right.. It's okay boy, this torture will soon be over , more or less it will not be a burden to you, seeing u everyday makes me wanna tell u that i love u even more, so i have to stop it and i will try to avoid u while i can, cas i know we don't stand any chance. It will soon be over . Trust me..

Im a failure...

2010-08-20T07:09:00.000-07:00

It's all meant to be like this..

I'm super ultra disappointed w my science marks, even though i passed, it isn't good enough. Why issit that ppl can get such good marks but not me? I worked soo hard but i get nth.. siannz, all i can do is to pray hard that my other subjects will pull me up. I promise i will work damn hard for eoy , i've learnt my mistakes. Thanks to my frens who were there for me always, i will cheer up soon. The old pang will be back soon, i guess i just need sometime to overcome this fact. Thats for wat i wanna say today, there will be an extra post below.....

sometimes, i wanna know what u are thinking of because u dont seem to place me in ur heart. Mayb it is really time to forget you, why am i always lying to myself because of you. I miss you deeply.. wishing that you would miss me too. Sigh, stop lying to me...

If i could choose, i would rather the one getting hurt is me..

2010-08-17T06:27:00.002-07:00

"i love to see your smile".

Hello, its been a super long time since i updated my blog. I am very glad to say that exams are finally over :) i can rest alrdy ! The bad thing is i think i didn't do well for most of the subjects.. It was a pity i swear, i studied hard and i don't think i will get the types of marks i wanna get. Sigh, gotta strive harder for EOY, if not im srsly a failure. :( Sch is fine. Aft sch, had lunch w chermaine, sinning, py, jinyi , sharlyn , john and brian. Next, went back sch met deona, guan hong, clement, nazeem and we all went to gh house except for sharlyn , jinyi and sinning as they had cca . Played, slack there till arnd 5 and then bused home. Tmr mayb getting back history. IM SCARED.... :( alrite, thats all. bbye.

If i could choose, i would rather the one getting hurt is me..

2010-08-17T06:27:00.001-07:00

i'm missing you now, cas i need you.

2010-08-07T07:40:00.000-07:00

i wish u needed me.

hey. today was a super tiring day even though i didn't do anything which caused to me be tired. exams starting in less than a week. i've only started on sci and history... what abt others? will i be able to finish in time.. sigh. i might not be blogging from tmr till exam ends cas i need to start functioning my brain. Alrite, thats all for today. Gdbye everyone, study hard :)

Happy birthday Nadia !

2010-08-06T08:57:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday Nadia.

Hi all, here i am wishing Nadia a happy sweet 14th birthday ! Today, sch was tiring. Did the activity in the morning, run here and there. Lol, but had quite alot of fun. After school, waited for some of 2c2 ppl at cafe. Next , me, py and deona headed to tampines mall but chermaine , aini and gh joined us later on. We went to decorate a cake specially for nadia and bought present for her, hope u like it nadia :) After that, went guan hong's house celebrate, we put whip cream on nadia's face , leg , hand. We even poured chilli and ketchup for her. HAHA. py and a few ppl made so calle " home made barley "haha, but inside added lots of diff stuff :) hehe. After that slack there, play.. Arnd 7 left for movie. :) Watched salt. imm freaking tired. lazy to type all. Goodnite. ! Once again , happy birthday NADIA :)

You're my motivation.

2010-08-03T08:17:00.000-07:00

"I've lost hope."

Hi all. sch was fine today. Stupid thumbprint attendance wasted my time... -.- exams coming, am i prepared? I dont think sooo. There is so many things to study for? Do i have the time? Currently studying science. Promised myself that i wont let my parents and relatives down as well as myself. Stress, tired. Not enough slp again.. :( slept during eng today after the test :) shiok. Well, i guess im prepared for only chinese, that's all. uhm, not really actually. i gotta start studying more and play less. After exams and im free :) hehe. alrite, goodnight. ! Lastly, to my frens : Work hard, strive hard and play hard !

Dont ever say u love me if u don meant it.

2010-07-31T07:55:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday cheyenne & celyne !

2010-07-30T08:46:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday Cheyenne & Celyne :) Finally., you girls are teenagers ! Study hard and all the best to you girls ! love, chloe :)

WTF did i do?

2010-07-28T07:42:00.000-07:00

SHIT ME. WTH DID I DO LUH ? ! ARGH. im pissed cann. i did nth and i get blame, this feeling sucks ttm. everything i the one at wrong, fine la. U just srsly dono how i feel. U betrayed me first rite? i really wanna be okay w u one, now is u don wan not my prob u understand not? Don understand i don give a damn luh. Shit my life. I dont have to use vulgarities on you even if u use it. Go ahead and think wadeva u wan, i dont care anymore. u wan it this way, alrite, i let u win . Dont say im not being nice, but srsly wake up and look whose the good and whose the bad one. No matter wad , you're my fren i don wan see u in a state which i don wanna see. GET IT? i care alot abt u , becas ive lost u once as my fren i don wanna lose u once again. I mind u dont mind rite? i dono luh, im disappointed in you. What must i do sia? i owe u uh? HUH??? argh, wadeva. IM PISSED OFF W MYSELF. FML.

If only you knew .

2010-07-27T07:12:00.001-07:00

"I hope you do"

HELLO. it was an awesome day :) sch was boring as usual. After sch, me , filza, chermaine and aini went to clark quay. Awhile later , deona came to meet us ! HAHA. Bought sweets soo cute :) i bought it just becas its cute? Lol. I saw how they made it, sooo damn cool lah. :) i wanna learn leh ^^. Arnd 5 plus, hsh :) More test coming up, i will be prepared :) Alrite, im off.

I'll remember you

2010-07-26T06:53:00.000-07:00

"imy"

Hello everyone. sch was pretty fine today. :) But, i almost forgot to bring my history textbook and i was late for sch :( Then got scolded by so many ppl :( sad case. Immm sooo boreddd mannn . srsly ! :( . i think i screwed maths test but sci think i can pass . Hope i cann do well , pray hard bah. i wan a better life. i dont wan everyday also got probs leh :( sigh. i got nth better to do so here's a short post . i will update soon ! Bye. nites.

Should i forget you?

2010-07-24T09:04:00.000-07:00

I'll stay by your side.

Hello. today was a fine day. Went tampines 1 to buy clothes aft tuition :) bought 4 new tops, i'm happy for that. HAHA. But i've gotta start saving money again, heart pain leh. monday got sci test. :( gotta do well for that, i will be trying my best :) Tmr is study day for me. ^^. Night time, cousins came my house for farewell dinner. Sist went bac to austrailia liaoo. Bon voyage sisto :) We'll miss youu. Take care ! Stress is coming. Life has still been tough for me. urgh. i hate this type of feeling! i just hope everything will be bac to normal soon. I really wonder at times, who caused all this probs. IM STRESS OUT. :( btw, the other pictures are being uploaded on fb, its under the album , RANDOM <3

I need a break in life.

2010-07-23T09:01:00.000-07:00

"Stay in my heart."

i thought of really giving u one last chance. I thought we were possible. But now i guess we are never possible. Im just being ridiculous for thinking that way. I've trusted you boy, must u be like that? Must u be the same as the others? Now i realised i can no longer trust anyone but myself. Ive been giving myself false hope once again. I really really cherish u alot, but i guess u dont and u nvr would. im just soo tired now. Mayb im just a toy for u to play with, after im spoiled u throw me elsewhere as if im invincible .. i hate this feeling, it just srsly sucks. I wanna change my life, i hope i was nvr born and i don even exist in this world . I hope all my misery will come to an end. When will it really stop? I've been soo emo nowadays. why? Sigh. i hate myself. !

IM SICK !

2010-07-20T07:25:00.000-07:00

Live every act fully, as if it were your last.

I hope everything will turn back to normal. i hope one day everyone will be bac to normal and i wish upon a star that u are happy forever and ever. To me , i wanna know why are there ppl using one another ? i wanna know why am i on the earth, i wanna know why do i need to go through so many stupid obstacles and why does life have to be soo sick and tiring. :( i just wanna give my best shot in everything.. But i cant ? im sucha failure. No matter in wad, im a failure i swear. Ppl kept telling me, in life , there will be ups and downs so no big deal.. I told myself, i will be thr if i can whenever anyone needs help, but would thr be someone being thr for me when i need them ? there is, but not wad i expected. Sigh, fever is coming to me rite now. im soo tired ! IM A FAILURE.

I hate you.

2010-07-19T06:24:00.000-07:00

I will be waiting.

If i could be your guiding star , i will wish to be one to guide u forever. In life. i am soo tired. everyday not enough slping time. Sch as usual today, soo tired that i almost fell asleep in class :( i need to sleep , srsly :( Eyes pain , heart pain, every where also pain.. sianz. sorry for the short post today. i will post a better one another time. :) bbye

At auntie's house random photos.

2010-07-17T19:57:00.001-07:00

One of the photos is i take with nadia :) haha

2 months and 7 days.

2010-07-17T19:35:00.001-07:00

Happy birthday JAVIN ( chia's bro)

Happy birthday javin, may all your dreams come true and hope you like the cake me and your sister decorated ^^. The cake nice rite everyone? i find it damn awesome, hahas. After tuition at 3.30 , i pei chia go tampines 1 , the icing room to make this cake :) We did it for abt an hour plus. Next, went to tm to buy present for her bro ^^. Isnt she sucha thoughtful sist ? haha. Also, went to popular to get her stuff and then hsh . Nite time, went auntie's house for gathering. Stayed thr till very very late. * yawns* soo tired. More pictures coming up ! will post later. bbye

I've chose to lie to you.

2010-07-13T07:50:00.000-07:00

"Taste of perfection"

I hope you are not reading my blog, if you are and u found out its you, im soo gonna die :( since this is the pathway ive chosen, i hope you'll respect me. But the fact is i .... love you, what cann i do? I've been telling myself its okay, yup its seriously okay. I just hate life, but its not becas of you. I will tell myself to give you my full support whenever u need it and to always be thr for you , standing by you, lending you a helping hand. I dont have to be the most important one in your heart but as long as i belong to a part of your heart, thats truly enough. Boy, i miss you & i love you.

Malaysia ! :D 10th july 2010.

2010-07-10T21:41:00.000-07:00

Hi ! is the picture nice ? i think damn nice ^^. hehe ! alrite. ytd i went to malaysia with family and pao pao and aunties and other ppl :) it was kinda boring at first , but after that , we began to laugh alot cas we were all talking crap in the bus. Lol. ! sisto damn funny, we kept making fun of dad. hah, so evil ^^. but dad very funny and cutee. haha. had loads of fun thr. Also, glad to hear frm paopao that she had fun and enjoyed herself ^^. i hope to have more outings like that in the future ! hahaha ! more pictures uploaded on fb ^^. bbye <3

ohh ya , i dono why they show the post on 10th july when its 11th, so yah. dont mind ah

Happy birthday to myself :)

2010-07-08T07:36:00.000-07:00

Hello ! Im turning 14 today ! OMG. haha, cann see the cake ? haha, its done by ernest , sharlyn and jinyi ! TYVM :D .! i wanna thank those ppl who wished me happy birthday ! I love this yr's birthday celebration the best ! soo awesome ! Thank you to all my classmates for singing me a happy birthday song * TOUCHED* HEHE :) soo happy today ! the last pic shown , is also made by ernest, sharlyn and jinyi :) awesome huh? The first pic is present given pang loon loon and paopao ! hehe, cute?? i LOVE all the other presents too ! nice to the max :) hehe, happy moments passed so quickly ^^, how i wish i could turn back time. ! i will miss today badly :( Hope next yr's birthday celebration will be a success too! ONCE AGAIN, THANKS ALOT TO EVERYONE <3>

specially to someone ! : i am soo happy for you okay ! i know you will read my blog :) hehe, hope u will have fun on that day and all the best okie. ! must share with me what your do on the day hor. Best wishes, chloe :)

Thanks to ppl who help me celebrate my birthday !

2010-07-07T02:48:00.000-07:00

Hi all, sorry . im soo lazy to update as well as updating all the photos so i only updated two :) wanna specially thank chermaine,sinning, chloe chia, filza, esther, dorcas,clement,guanhong,kelvin, edmund, joshua and nazeem for spending time to celebrate my birthday with me. They celebrated for me at marina barrage, i enjoyed alot :) thanks alot ppl ! haha :D btw , they celebrated on monday, 5th july :)

Happy birthday kelvin.

2010-07-02T08:56:00.000-07:00

Hi, wishing kelvin a happy 14th birthday.

Celebrated my birthday in advance with family and relatives today :) Went to chinese swimming club, the new building , a restaurant called Tung lok ( tong le ) :) the food thr very nice. HAHA. Thanks big aunt for getting me the wonderful birthday cake ^^. The service thr very good, the waiters and waitress sang birthday song for me too and they wrote the words on the plate as well as decorated it ^^. so special. ! i wanna thank every of my relatives and family member for making me a happy girl today :) Btw, my actual birthday is on next thur, 8 july :) That's all for today, bbye !

btw, i will try to blog more often :)

Sch tmr.... :(

2010-06-27T08:00:00.000-07:00

I will leave you because u left me first

Hi. sch is starting tmr. ~ im not prepared yet. Just hope that the next semester will be a memorable one and i hope it goes smoothly. :) EOY will soon be here anytime, so gotta start working and use my brain . LOL. How i wish i cann rewind back time :( But its not possible , sigh. ~ Ytd, went kelvin's birthday party, thanks for inviting. Hope you like the present. ^^. I miss my tour frens too , hah. I don wan sch but i wan holidays leh. Have to wake up so early and stress gonna come..... siannn ttm. ! Alrite, i guess i've to sleep soon. :( gdnite....

BTW, i wanna thank paopao for buying me so many things :) <3

Have a safe trip Stacey :)

2010-06-24T04:46:00.000-07:00

Wishing stacey a safe trip :) Have fun and come back safe and sound. Take care. :) Omg, sch is reopening in 4 days time and my homework is still in completed ! argh . i will do it by tonite ^^. haix, siannz. :( i wan holidays !

Even if i need you, you do not need me anymore.

2010-06-23T09:13:00.001-07:00

Boy, you no longer need me.

I'm totally not ready for sch. 5 more days and sch is gonna reopen and then everything will be bac to normal. Homework, exams all coming :( SAD, then more stress gonna come. sianz, homework still undone. Some i don even know how to do lurh. :( Bored and tired. Currently doing chinese compo... LOL.

Boy, have i fallen for you.? OMG.

i dono why , im missing you :( where are you...

i hope fate will let us meet once more.

4th day

2010-06-21T21:20:00.001-07:00

sorry peeps. I took very little photos frm facebook to post here and not all pics are uploaded on facebook. another time then i upload all okie :) SORRY. Hmm, 4th day was freaking awesome lurh ! :D in the morning , went to view the vietnam president's cropse .. Omg. luckily i nvr go in cas im forbidden to . Wear shorts cannot go in. The 15 yrs old guy also cant go in. Then got the other two frens whom i made frens with, brenda and jesslyn and their parents cant go in too :) so the vietnam tour guide brought us aside. :) Then he bought us the ticket to view the president's house first so we do not hav to wait for the othes for a long time. HAHA . Then jesslyn and brenda and their family dono go whr. Then the boy's dad followed us even though he was allowed to go in. He brought me and the guy arnd . Went sight seeing . very interesting. HAHA. talk w the guy. Made new fren again. Btw, needa thank him for offering me the drink as the weather was damn hot :( sweat everyday . haha, cool uhs. :) burn fats . Then his dad talked to me too. they very friendly :) nice to meet them . After that went to alot of places.haha, lazy say. Lol. i post abt the last day here k. it was sad that 5 days passed so quickly. :( saddd. Miss those frens i made. Shit, didnt get the 1 boy and 1 girl's msn :( But i got brenda's and jesslyn one. HAHA. hope fate will let us all meet one more time. Anw, ppl don get wrong idea ok. We are all frens . thats all. bbye ! :)

3rd day.

2010-06-21T21:10:00.001-07:00

19th june 2010

The 3rd day :) the weather was super ultra hot. OMG. sweat alot. But its a good thing too :) i needa burn fats HAHA ! :) Hope i did slim down a bit HAHA ! :D sat ferry for 5 hours. went sight seeing. OF course not stay in the ferry for 5 hours , if not I'II die man ! HAHA :) Had lunch in the ferry then took 3 hrs 3o mins bus back to ha noi, vietnam :) Slept as was very very exhauseted. Im a piggg. ! LOL. Reached alrdy, check in hotel then went out for dinner:) In my tour group, i've to admit, everyone is friendly. Began to make frens w a guy and a girl first. The boy is 15 yrs old and the girl was 13. We smile at each other haha. so funny luh. Mum asked them wad sch and more.. Then their mum asked me too. LOLS! had fun on that day.! :D nite time, went massaging , not everyone went as its optional :) hehe . thats all for third day :)

2nd day :)

2010-06-21T20:49:00.000-07:00

18th june 2010

Hello. posting abt second day now. Second day was fine except for the weather -.- damn hot. Went to see some temple in the morning? Then sat 3 hrs and 3o mins bus to ha long bay . A place whr they sell lots of seafood. By the time we reached thr, checked in hotel was time for dinner. So headed for dinner, ate seafood. :) Poor er ge.. HAHA. not gonna say why :) After that was free and easy. Me , dad , mum and er ge went night market walk walk :) got lots of things thr. I bought one ring. Thats all :) HAHA. nth much to buy lah, all the things thr CMI . LOL. we went to try their beef noodles too, it was awesome :)

WHOSE BACK? me ! :)

2010-06-21T20:21:00.001-07:00

17th june 2010

Hi all, im back from my trip. So tiring . The weather there is CMI . 40 degrees ! Went vietnam btw. More pics are uploaded on facebook. First day. My flight was at 10 am so had to reach airport at 8 am . took cab down to terminal 2 . In the morning, er ge want eat his noodles as usual, so went to eat fishball noodles . LOL. dad and mum went to walk walk. reached vietnam at 1 plus ? i nt sure. Went hotel , checked in then after that headed off to.... err sorry forgot liaooo. then went for dinner then watched water puppet show. LOL, BORING... Btw, the time there is 1 hr slower than singapore :) thats all for the first day, will post abt the other days later :)

Leaving ..

2010-06-16T08:10:00.000-07:00

Is that dog cute? OMG. mayb getting a dog and might be this. Hope parents will allow. Leaving tmr to go vietnam.. i srsly no mood to go overseas.. im tired and sick. :(

Kindergarden mate, you're leaving. Take care .!

i will be back on 22nd morning i guess. Enjoy ur holidays everyone ! <3>

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